Winter Dread and Guidance

January-February full moons

Across brown, rolling fields , gray layers of clouds slowly cover clear patches of morning sky. Pines provide patches of green on an otherwise muted pallette. This time, snow and sleet are on their way.

Geese proceed into the Dan River, Danville, VA, January 2025

I pass through, embracing the season of the far sun for a change. At the Dan River, geese walk to the water in procession as their calls reverberate. Frozen precipitation begins to fall upon us. A few days later, another storm brings snow to the southeast. The Wolf Moon becomes full as hungry deer wander. In Fancy Gap, locals predicted this would be a colder winter, and they were correct.

After a stagnant, rough week inside and out, my embrace of winter has met its limit. So I darken my hair and prepare to travel to Tucson, Arizona, for one more gem and mineral show. Here, a string of warm, dry sunny days and cool starry nights await as I arrange stones and others come from colder zones (like the UP of Michigan) to bask in the light of the “promised land.”

Gourd Goddess wears a colorful strand of metal and stone beads at sunset in Arizona.
Walking in the Rio Vista natural area in Tucson, Arizona – a view of the Catalina mountains

Even with weather so pleasant in the beautiful desert, this isn’t a fruitful show. Anxieties about the government’s actions and their potential effects, recent natural disasters, and other issues have contributed to this mixed experience. As February’s moon waxes toward fullness, I am ready to leave this safe, warm, sandy basin and return to the eastern woodlands as another line of cold, wet air moves through.

Moon in Arizona and North Carolina

Between ice storms, ICE raids, and federal funding freezes, these are rough and messy times around here. Today I learn that “nearly all probationary hires” in the US Forest Service (~2400 people) have been fired/terminated, effective immediately. While this is one of many sudden, destructive changes with effects we will notice in time, it does not bode well for outdoor travel in the upcoming seasons.

https://www.wta.org/news/signpost/how-the-forest-service-staffing-crisis-will-affect-your-hike-and-what-you-can-do

Looks like it’s going to be up to us to pick up trash on the trails, repair infrastructure and reduce fire danger. Campgrounds we enjoy may lie unstaffed and unmaintained, or they may not open. Forested lands may be sectioned off for drilling or another industry. But, even one small action by any of us who cares can make a difference.

So with the moon as my guide, I go onward into the cool late-winter night air, pondering the way forward, intent and aware.

Music: Björk – “Isobel” https://youtu.be/VGPYO0mzmBQ?si=m-IPaqQd5zBAfv09

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